I'm looking to the sky to save me

I MISS BLOGGING, A LOT!













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You mean a great deal to me :)

Thanks babylove for those wisdom words of yrs :)
It helps a lot. At least for this 2 months :p
HAHAHAHAH

BAAAAD INFLUENCE. :)

All eyes on You.

Helloooo peopleeeee!

I've been m.i.a for quite some time now. It's not that i was busy studying for SPMMMMMMMMM or whatsoever (i wish i had), but i just couldn't find any right time to update evrything!

Okay, First things first my raya with ze familia was great. Eventhou it wasn't the best, but i'm stilll content as i had the chance to celebrated it at both sides :)
But that's just it. On the mucccccccccch mucccccchh pathetic note, an unidentified moron stole my duit raya -.- SIGH I was beyond pissed at the time that nobody bother to shut me up from swearing and cursing.

SERIOUSLY, curse you real hard pencuri.

Now, i forgot what i should've been updating at the beginning. Haaaih i'm a real sucker at blogging la nowadays. FORGIVE ME

By the wayyyy, i had a great time with the friends today. We went to 3 open houses straight in a row which happened to be Aleef's, Suraya's & Shahrul Helmy's :) Thanks to Dann and Safwan for driving us all the way round! :) Appreciate it!


SPM IS LIKE FREAKING COMING, dude!!!!! As usual i'm 24/7 chicken out about the whollee matter but has totallly nooooooooooo i mean literally noooooooooooo initiave to start prepare and STUDY. GOOODD, why on earth am i so lazy to start studying like an one true spm candidate? PUNCH ME REAL HARD PLEASE.


Now, where's my wake up call?

Turning me on

AAR concert is POST PONE baby. Why? Bcse of our Mr Ritter is emitted to the hospital due to some minor injuries! or something like that? I'm not shooooo.

Now, that won't kill me. Can only makes me stronger.

Mr. West, you are such an one arrogant douchebag.

I love yr songs, they're great. But one thing first, you ain't going no where in the music industry IF you don't change yr dreadful behaviour, SUPERSTAR.


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Hoo welllll, i need some intense mood lifting.

And

A perfect getaway.
















(i love her outfit, btw)


Why?


Because of and blame it all on the imbalance mood swing due to the menstrual shit.

Be mine, Nothing more. Nothing less.

Hell, it's 3.24 in the morning and i'm widely awake. LOVELYYY
I've tried to sleep, but it seems that my brain nor my eyes couldn't stop fuctioning.


Guess, i just have to wait till sahur.

AWESOMEEEEEEE


-.-

It depends on how you define LOVE.

HAAAAAIH, i am seriously missing her a lot... T_T

This exam got me INSANE!

Trials are killing me. I'm 7 hours away of officially giving up on exams as I decided sec ago to skip both exams, mod math and add math. a BIG relief there* :) I just couldnt bare any more jps papers, i mean TRUTHFULLY. 1 whole month of psychotic exams are literally torturing enuff.


I'm looking forward for a good, laid back raya celebration this year though at triple kampungs, pj kedah & kelantan :D Heee. Althou, i'm not as eager as last year but 9 days of holiday would be just purrrrfect. :)

















Totally breathtaking.



Her name is Rosie. and I adore her a lot. ngeeeee =)

Siena Oh Miller

Ohhhh, nice one Siena! Now, where can I find this? :D
And this one looks odd though!




Having BIO exams tmrw. SUCKS, BIG TIME. sigh. Wish there is no SPM or whatsoever! Life would be much mucccccccccch better :(

Stunning Vodianova

''I'm completely, utterly, head over heels in LOVE with this cover.''


UK Harpers Bazaar- September 2009

Promise i'll be kind, but i won't stop till that boy is mine :)

I SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MISS LAST YEAR :')

Foxy's Wonderland

Some might say, they looked almoooost the same in spite of their eye's colour. Some might say, Miss Foxy is downright sexier plus hotter. Some might say, odette looks are too innocent and way common. But i will say, I prefer Miss Odette Yustman the best. :D

Despite the fact that Megan Fox looking smoking hot in some of her latest pictures,
i still think Odette is definitely sweeter, lovable and at the mean time freaking sexaay! HAHA what say you lovely readers? =)

Don't act like i never told you.

I watched the hangover ystrdy. It was one hell of a crack movie :) Bradley cooper is looking goooooooood yo. Nasty but i loike! ANYWAY, i just got back from berbuka puasa just now with the usuals. PLUS adenaur & teeties ^.^ at strawberry fields! Berbuka puasa with shah shar sumbing at ac ystrdy too! The seafooood was nyummmaaaaay. Anddd and i bought a pair of glad too at vincci which means i'm officially broke now. T_T BIGGEST STRESS beli satu glad je dah bankrup

okay, shut up fana.




















































































AWWWWW, it's been AWHILE T_T





















I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU, why are you so cute? ^.^

100 TRUTH?

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: ice teaaaaaaaa my fav.
2. Last phone call: deenurliz
3. Last text message: how was buka puasa? (nj)
4. Last song you listened to: when love takes over (kelly rowland)
5. Last time you cried: oh, long time ago.

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: definitely no
7. Been cheated on: don't think so
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: yes
9. Lost someone special: nope
10. Been depressed: duuuuh? hahaha
11. Been drunk and threw up: never

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. purple
13. turqoise
14. soft pink

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: lots
16. Fallen out of love: ermmm?
17. Laughed until you cried: too often. the one i remembered, urmmm okay none. hahaha
18. Met someone who changed you: not yet. hahaha
19. Found out who your true friends were: definitely
20. Found out someone was talking about you: yea, but not surprised TOO
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: manyyyyy
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: I know most of them =)
23. How many kids do you want to have: 4 and 2 adopted. 1 from iran and 1 still thinking =)
24. Do you have any pets: yeah! my jiggy wiggy hamsters =)
25. Do you want to change your name: i do not think so.
26. What did you do for your last birthday: ahhh wait, ermm a lot!
27. What time did you wake up today: early enuff
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: sleeping T_T
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: Last paper of spm.
30. Last time you saw your Mother: sec ago
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: nothing =)
32. What are you listening to right now: nothing.
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: NO! got aa? i dont think so laaa. mathew thomas got la. hahahahahah
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: rotting at home.
35. Most visited webpage: REDTUBE! cheyy no la, FACEBOOK.
36. Whats your real name: secreto de amour!
37. Nicknames: Fana
38. Relationship Status: Single and loving it. cheeyy
39. Zodiac sign: LIBRA
40. Male or female?: both hahahaha
41. Elementary?: srkseafield
42. Middle School?: SMK USJ 13
43. High school/college?: see from the above
44. Hair colour: black
45. Long or short: long
46. Height: 164cm
47. Do you have a crush on someone? ahaks. YES hahahahaha
48. What do you like about yourself?: everything. i love myself the most wtf -.- hahaha jokes!
49. Piercings: 3
50. Tattoos: will never have
51. Righty or lefty: right

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: never
53. First piercing: can't recall
54. First best friend: MADIHAH ABD MANAF YOU SHOULD BE PROUD NOW. hahaha
55. First sport you joined: lari?
56. First vacation: singapore? can't recall.
58. First pair of trainers: my younger brother. hahaha lame

RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: nothing
60. Drinking: nothing
61. I'm about to: eating baskin
62. Listening to: nothing
63. Waiting on: ice cream

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids?: would love to!!!! 4 minimum okay.=)
65. Get Married?: 26, 27?
66. Career?: a lovely dovey hsewife. hahahaha

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: eyes
68. Hugs or kisses: hugs
69. Shorter or taller: taller
70. Older or Younger: older
71. Romantic or spontaneous: a little bit of both
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: both
73. Sensitive or loud: depends =)
74. Hook-up or relationship: none
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: both?

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: never
77. Drank hard liquor: never
78. Lost glasses/contacts: never
79. Sex on first date: never
80. Broken someone's heart: think so..
82. Been arrested: for oh so called short pinafore! hahaha
83. Turned someone down: obviously
84. Cried when someone died: yeah..
85. Fallen for a friend?: sadly, ? hahahah


DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: a must
87. Miracles: sometimes
88. Love at first sight: not really
89. Heaven: absolutely!
90. Santa Claus: haha yea =)
91. Kiss on the first date: nope.
92. Angels: totally

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: never CHEY
95. Did you sing today?: every sec. hahaha
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: never
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: i'm content on everything
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: errrm no idea.
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: ermm perhaps?
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: DUH!

Difficulities

HELLOOOOOOO WORLD.

It's been more than a while already.

I have been very busy preparing and cathcing things up for the lovelyyy trials. How dreadful it is...............zzzzz DO count in the sleepless nites, less meals, less cracking and crapping, more pressure, more ZITS ilysm, more CURSING right after exam which means more sins, more eyebag, and yes, i look more like a zombie nowadays. T_T


Soooooooooo, by that sole reason, i won't be updating much for the momment :)

MOVING ON



PURE ENTERTAINMENT YO! hahahaah t sizzleeeeee.



Goddddd, Time do flies very fast man! I mean, litereallyy. All of us will be finishing school in 3 months time...... and That's odd.

-Its precisely 71 more days before spm
-2 more days before fasting month!
-32 days from the Eid
-approximately 60 days before my sexyyy seventeen

and the list goes on and on!


And yeah mates, not to forget AUSIE was AWESOMEEE :)
Despite the frigggging cold weather and effiin expensive food (60rm for a plate of spaghetti wtf), everything else were.. shall i say incredible?
The shopping sale there was the best thing ever! How i wish malaysia is the same :) Andddd most of the Australian's citizens were friendlyyy =) A Few of them, came up to me to ask abt my nationality. They thought i came from Filipine/Singapore. HAHA and they did pay goodie goood compliments yoo. hooyeaaaaah, dont mention abt the opposite sex! I'm 101% awed by them. Unsurprisingly, there was quite a BIG amount of the jaw-dropping FRIEEENDDLLLY white booooys pfffffffffft hell yeah, my all time entertainment. hehehe Okay dah.

I could not wait for this friday, need to loosen up & crack myself up!



just A FYI, one of my horrendous momments was A pair of unpleasant looking not in the right size shape female couple with the below average height making out in the public. Toungue to toungueee okay i ought to not continue. Imagine it yrself. IF u want to

(:
















You're and always be the best person in my life, bubu.

(More photos are all up at my fb and ms)

I wanna be a new yorker!

MOI NATALIA VODIANOVAAAAA.






















Mrs. Oh So Stunning Bloom =)

LASTLY,
















Alexander Mcqueen clutch.

Absolutely no ring needed.

Brilliant huh?

You're sorry, and i forgive you boy.

(missing my ringgggg, pfftttt and i definitely want more rings! :D)



Went to pyramid today with ze bestfriend and shahrizal, just reached home and pratically downright tired. Sent my brother to his uni and went straight back home. So when i was in pyramid, i did some shopping window and bought a rm19 floral dress and pretty content with it. Ohhh i def a cheapskate woman and i hardly buy expensive stuff using my own money cse MY DEAR PARENTS wont supply allowance for me to shopping :'(( I have to shop with them! oh welll......


Nyway, i've to say that i had my eyes on a few items just now which i indeed know im in short of money at the momment. -.- I needa find a way to earn money! Yes, i dont know. And i dont know how to know. hahahah Itskay, i'll save my DUIT BELANJE :D Mega sale habis lambat lagi, sikit sikit lame lame jadi bukit. I know. Malam ni sure mimpi barang barang tu >.<



OKAY, tmrw is a school day! I suppose to have my beauty sleep rite away. GDNITE, nigga! Have a good day tmrw.

I'm in loveeeeeeeeee!

I am officially smitten by that short skirt!

O emm geeeeeeeeee i just simply love the idea of a black cotton blend mini skirt with silver tone stud detailing throughout. Simple yet outstanding enuf will do. How i wish money could flow like water 8) ANYWAY, just a fyi that skirt cost $5,481.00 (19,525.91 MYR)! CRAZY ISN'T IT? But to hell with that, i'm still loving it!

I cant wait to watch Harry Potter with the love ones! I'm expecting something BIG so hopefully nothing will dissapoint me!

















The only pleasant picture i've at the party. :)


OH YEAH, that stoner nigga is back from aussie already! missing him like crazy X) hope gonna meet up with him soon! and hoping to see some changes in him too. HAHAHA innadei

Well, the truth hurts but the lies worse.

Hey there munchkins! sorry for the lack of updates.. I've been occupied by doing a lot of things like learning how to drive a HORRIFYING manual car andddddddddddd studying O.O HEHE i know shocking ha? but trials and SPM are coming! Plus it sorta gotten into me already.. you know the spirit to start studying by now! hahaha hope it will continue on till the HUGE EXAM ended =)

Anyway, i watched trans again at OU with shahrizal, boy, sumbing and sharinna last friday. AGAIN, the movie was damn long and i was trembling cse it was too cold inside the cinema. There's nothing much to update really. It's 12.14 am sharp and tmrw i've school to attend which i love so much. YIKES

PUT A SMILE ON YR PRETTY FACE, LADIES =)

am content and won't keep the 'bashing' post abt my lovely teacher in this blog anymore. HAHA

Blame it on the pretty women.. please.

damn, why am i a woman too?































































































i love the beach. i love the girl in the second picture too bits. i love pretty women. DAMN

I am still...

saddened and affected by Michael Jackson death. What a great loss.
For me, he was an extremely talented entertainer which is what the world lacks nowadays.

Well, i guess theres nothing much more to say as everyone else is saying it so well already. Hope he is in a better place now :')


MOVING ON


I watched transformers 2 with bunch of retards at pyramid last thursday! Hrmmm what can i say? Personally, i think the movie is TOO LONG. 2 1/2 is just somehow, excessive. But itskay cse i can cuci my mata by watching megan foxxie running, jumping, showing more skin for most of the time HAHA X_X
DAMN, her body is wonderland. Too sexy sial. Her eyes, her everything makes me go cuckoooo! HAHAH idc if shes a guy ke shemale ke whatsoever she is still hotter than all of us. ADMIT IT.

She's hot. Period.


I will definitely upload a few pictures of me zaf and helmi photoshoot =) HAHA lame. and pictures from the rooftop party. =) Till then guys.

TOODLES. (eh dah lame tk gune perkataan ni hahaha TOODLES, MY FRIENDS)

BYE!

Don't be a baby, please?

Okay, now i feel like licking an ice cream. lick lick lick like a lollipop. he says lick lick lick like a lollipop! HAHA somehow, it sounded so wrong laaa. or i'm the only who who is dirty minded?

haha itskay, change now!

I feel like eating that ice creaaaaaaaaaaaaaam. The one in the picture! It looks yummmayyyhhh kaaaan? =) hehe, let's go find one!





gosh, tmrw is the day! hope everything turns out well =) *cross fingers*

School is sucha nightmare!

School will be starting tmrw..... and this means i'll be getting results..... and obvious enuff, TERRIFYING RESULTS!

Oh gosh, Spm is nearer and i'm still failing(for certain subjects only okay T.T) but i know its not a good sign!

KABOOSH!

i need to start study. i need to start study. i need to start study. i need to start study. I REALLY NEED TO START STUDY.

okay,BYE!

=)

crazy crazy crazy crazy.

You look so fine, and i really wanna make you mine.

HAHAHAHA!
I feel like i wanna swim? I feel like going to GENTING CITY OF ENTERTAINMENT. i feel like rocking.

My mood is really damn swing.

I say, are you gonna be my boy?

HAHAHA

Have a good nite sayangs :)

Wallowing on sadness are just not attractive.

Sorry sorry for not blogging for quite some time.
Things are so noooooooooooooooot rite for now :( HAIH
5 weeks of pressure.. 3 weeks of motherchucking exam, then holiday but not so holiday cse i've been off colour for the whole week, last week. I never had a high fever like that! It was dreadful and suffering enough. The sole reason why i didn't blogg and stuffff though. and this week pulak is full of @$^%^&%&. huge SIGH. The absolutely worse holiday ever. SERIOUSLY.

BUT... there's always a but. hahah, lame. I had a blast on the day friends & i went to karaoke! woah hahahah one of my friend, ikhwanul has a good voice though. We went there for like almost 3,4 hours? haha lame gileeee but entertaining! I've managed to watch terminator, seventeen again, drag me to hell and urmm the unborn. The first 3 movies, was pretty damn good! The unborn was kinna boring, but hell yea, odette yustman do really looks like megan fox though! its just that megan fox perhaps, skinnier and sexier la. but then i still prefer odette cse she looks innocent but frigging seductive! hehe, okay dah moving on

but WHATEVER IT IS, I AM LITERALLY NOT EAGER(not even a bit) TO GO TO school. Anyhow, i know i vowed to myself already to cherish the momments all wth but at this momment, i dont even feel like too -.-' i dont know know why.

BLAME AYTHING ELSE BUT ME!

crap. BYE!




















(sry friends for the sorta emotional and boring post T_T)

Cuckooooo!

I am currently hooked to

TWITTER!

WHY?

because i have nothing better to do at home wtf -.-'
HAHA
okay la okay la maybe yes maybe no? I guess ONE of the reasons laa..

but.. The MAIN REASON IS... twitter is kinna cool! (yes, i know wtf)
I mean the idea of i'd be able to know whats my preffered celebs are doing and stufff are sorta interesting you know.
I know its somehow sounds boring.. but there are times when what they wrote are funny and true though!
You see, ashton kutcher always talk about sex. about how you must educate yr kids on sex stuff and kissing girls boobs wtf
AND ANDD
one of my fav, jessica from veronicas wrote this ''Ive decided that when I want to change my hair next, Im going to shave it all, except my fringe. yeeep <3''
HAHA she just coloured her hair white! and now she wanted to shave bald but keep the fringe wtf?
AND all of her fans were against it and she just don't give a damn.
hahah can you see how these ppl can be interesting and crappy too?
Or..
okay la okay la, FINE.... T_T maybe just for me as i'm rotting at home nothing to doo!!!!!!


WAAAAAAAA sad case!
Sharinna & I were supposed to work at baskin robbins today but the job was full tsk tsk.
I am all hyped up to earn at least rm100 bucks today but TOO BAD! NO LUCK VZXDSFDSF!
T_T SIGHHHHHH
what a :( day



IT'SKAY FANA, malam ni pergi tengok lelaki hensem banyak banyak.

OR

suruh john bawak naik kete myvi putih baru pergi jalan jalan.

Come to MAMA, babeyh!

okay, the headline has nothing to do with the party. yes, i know. i couldn't think of anything better, its 3.45 am and i bloody hell cannot sleep T_T and OKAY thats it.

DO COME TO THE PARTY! IT WILL BE A GREAT ONE THOUGH =) Let's get our grooves on and have some crazy fun before the school's holiday end, will ya?

HEHE, nites loveydovey.

My younger brother took a quiz on facebook about..

What kind of job are you made for?

And the result was
A STRIPPER

wtf
wtf
wtf

WTH facebook? ''you were born to tease...and it pay a lot !!'' this is not meant to be for my still in primary school brother okay facebook!

AND















THIS FACE CANNOT BE A GIGOLO OKAY, FACEBOOK!
hahahahaha
Don't la like this!

Teachers Day..

was somehow, GREAT though..

But.
It's upsetting for me to realised that this is our last year of celebrating teacher's day wearing our one & only everyday attire, school uniform tsk tsk T_T

SIGH
i definitely gonna take back all my words when i said school is boring, school is not cool and stufff
cse i begin to feel very heavy hearted to literally leave SMK USJ 13 after 5 memorable years in the end of the year!
:(

School is the only place, where each of us can update our stories! our crap shit! our lamest jokes ever! our thoughts!
HAIH

But that's not it.
There's more than THAT!
The teachers, the dramas, the laughters, the tears, the chilidish act, the classmates, the schoolmates, the peers, the ex seniors, the ex schoolmates(thaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan,IMYSM)
in a simpler word, the EVERYTHING!


I doubtlessly gonna miss SCHOOL MORE THAN ANYTHING.

i vowed to myself that i'm gonna try my very very VERY best to cherish my last 6 months in school to the fullest!

ABOUT LOVE!(wth why suddenly about love?)

=')




















5 COMEL'S MAFIA!




















EH, MANE DE. KTE LALALALA-lah! wth














eh chuishen, do lanci face la!














okay, chun. but.. WTH, BEN why u do yr gay face?














WHERE GOT BEN IS GAY? He is the pimp daddy lah!



















nice one, louis ling ling!




























OKAY TAK, ben memang gay hahaha.
AND rifdi looked so happy!


OHHHH i do love all my classmates<3
suehanie,helmigemowk,yanling,mouse,czhouandlotslaaaaaah.